yall

Life is full of surprises. I haven't stick to my new year resolution. I forget about blogging all of a sudden, Ive been hook with the Korean series and its been 4 days been watching it and Im not finish,it is really nice. Well as Ive said life is full of surprises,here I am in my life in the middle of everything, trying to run everything,,but who I am to solve it, I have my own life too, and I am a human and a person that wants to be happy and just live life to the fullest. I am a little bit upset about what happens in my life lately. Who will laugh if your mother died that quick that you thought in your whole life that she will stay with you. Everything change now, my family in the Philippines. It is really hard, life can be so mean sometimes as they said Life is sometimes so unfair. If I can only can change back time i think i would do it differently. I hope I just hug my mama before I came here. I hope i show how much she worth to me but whatever it is in my mind right now I cant see her anymore. I know she is watching me right now and she is proud of me. But guess what lets go to the brighter side of my life. I still have the breath of life, pot of gold still at the end of the rainbow and I still have the most wonderful husband who loves me dearly and my beautiful baby who will be there for me and my siblings and father. I have to move on and continue my walk in life. a little harder ad slower this time but I'm sure with Gods strength I can do it because his strength is made perfect in my weakness. God is good y'all.